Freitag, 25. Juni 2010
Abschiedsablauf bwz. Ablauf der Abschied
Samstag, 5. Juni 2010
(Imagine) all the people
Samstag, 24. April 2010
A People's History of the Last Few Weeks
Freitag, 23. April 2010
Silverstein, Silbermond, Mondstein, Mondschein
Freitag, 12. März 2010
Italy & Morocco Entry #4: I look local, I eat local, I go back to where I feel local
The ferry from Tangier to Algeciras was running on a Moroccan schedule and according to Moroccan advertising principles. The “1 hour” 5:00 ferry departed at 5:40 and arrived in Spain 2.5 hours later (having crossed a time zone, the clock showed the trip to have been just 1.5). Once across the border, however, everything was fully Spanish. I could finally (kind of) blend in! I could communicate with words! I also happened to have the nicest hostel room I’d ever stayed in—a private single with bathroom, though I’d only paid for a dorm. The next day I took a bus to Portugal and saw some great Spanish scenery—lots of green and lots of sun. And when I left my coat on one bus after transferring to a new one, I was able to convince the driver (though already running late) to let me run back and get it. In Spain, things were going well.
Luck in Portugal was mixed. CouchSurf host in Faro failed to contact me: bad. Ran into random friendly-seeming guy who showed me to the tourism office, recommended a nice but cheap place to stay, and toured me around town: generally good. Generally. In addition to the city’s sights, Carlos decided I needed to experience the local food, alcohol, and music. Generally I’m fine with that, but with a middle-aged playboy, it was pretty strange. I never felt unsafe, so I stayed out with him, had some surprisingly good wine, great food (some fish & egg dish, olives, shrimp, goat cheese...), and listened to a local band. I got back to the hostel around 4:00 in the morning and decided that, while everything turned out fine, that’s probably not something I should do again anytime soon. Just got too awkward. In any case, it was definitely a relief to land in Germany where you can be alone without getting accosted, where people are reserved and not only won’t follow you around, but probably won’t even strike up a conversation…especially not with a direct inquiry about your marital status. Much of the time, I have no problem with puritanical.
Italy & Morocco Entry #3: I go for the Moroccan experience
Morocco was a culture shock. I was white. I was alone. I was a woman. I didn’t speak Arabic, or French, and I didn’t come with my own rolls of toilet paper. It was a little overwhelming that first day in Meknes, as I realized what all of this meant. After dropping off my stuff at the hostel, I went out to explore the city. Soon, I had a male contemporary at my side, refusing to take hints like, “I’d like to walk around alone,” and thinking that “I’m going to go back to my hostel” was an invitation for him to spend the night. After walking around together for awhile, I invented a boyfriend and successfully started back toward the hostel alone, only to find myself suddenly blocked by a large man speaking Arabic at me. I tried to tell him in French that I only spoke English (the truth for all practical purposes), but that only got me two men speaking at me, neither one of which I could understand. I have no idea what the deal was. I just wanted to cross the street. Finally they gave up and let me pass. I bought some bread and fruit on the way back to the hostel, ate it, and went to bed. It was 7 p.m., but I’d had enough.
When I was in Meknes, as in San Marino, I felt a little like I was the only tourist. I was surprised and pleased when two French women came to breakfast the next morning, relieving me from being the only western woman among a whole soccer-team of boys who were scarfing down bread, juice, and tea, and casting occasional glances my way. Talk about feeling conspicuous. Marrakech was better, namely because there were more tourists. This meant that taxi costs were severely inflated and that there was a little more beckoning from vendors to come look at their stuff, but it was not nearly as bad as I had expected. No one went beyond a greeting or invitation to see what they had (except at dinner time in the market square, when the waiters would actually follow you around for awhile). And frequently, the vendors didn’t say anything at all. Far less pressure than the tourism-tip websites led me to expect.
Walking through the souqs (markets) here was amazing. The streets were maze-like, and you could walk for hours, getting lost and finding your way again, seeing a lot without actually stopping long to look. Since the city was touristy, I expected most people with something to sell to speak at least a little English. This wasn’t always the case. I ordered lunch by pointing and got the prices for groceries with held-up fingers. Speaking of food: it was amazingly cheap. My pointing-lunch consisted of a large sandwich, fries, and drink for the grand total of 13 dirhams, or about 1.30 euros. Just the half-liter bottle of soda would have cost more than that in Europe.
If you don’t mind long bus rides, it’s something to do on your honeymoon: ride on a camel, water the sand with your urine. Stand underneath a black dome of sky on a plane that probably extends forever; stare at the white spots twinkling through. Unless you’re an astronomer, the Sahara’s got more stars than you knew existed—more than you’ve ever seen—more than anyone could count. It’s got wind, too. Stand and feel it swirl past you, feel it brush the sand against your legs, feel the chill. Forget about restrooms and any sort of modern conveniences. Poop in the desert behind a dune. Wrap yourself in a blanket and stand by the campfire. Clap to the music. Walk away from it all and make yourself feel small, and then big—elated, and then peaceful. Feel your heart beat. Feel free.
*Of course, no comparison to the “52 days to Timbuktu” that some sign in some Moroccan town famously proclaims.
Some music examples that come pretty close to the style were were listening to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AG8NxCf5NeM (The female singer between 0:20 and 1:30)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3neKACV6-6w&feature=related (This video is weird. But the music is a pretty good example.)
Italy & Morocco Entry #2: I see some cool Italian things
The whole time I was in San Marino, I felt like I was just about the only person in the country. The 61 sq. km-sized nation is located in eastern Italy and is not reachable by train. Relying on bus schedules scanned and posted on the internet, I missed the last connection there on the night I needed to go, so I ended up having to take a taxi across the border and into my town. I stayed at the hostel there for two nights—the only person in an 8-bed room—and had as the only sign of another human being the occasional occupation of the bathroom I shared with my next-door neighbor. San Marino's capital (San Marino) seemed equally deserted. Other than one group of Japanese tourists, some construction workers, and a few couples strolling between the three towers and along the city wall, there was hardly anyone around. And though I had imagined sunny and welcoming rather than dreary and moderately deserted, it worked. The oldest republic in the world, set up on a hill, guarded by stone walls and towers. Fog just fits.
I got to Riomaggiore in mid-afternoon and found an envelope hanging outside the hostel office with my name on it. Inside was a key and detailed directions to the building I’d be staying in. It turned out to be an 8-person, 1-kitchen, 2-bathroom apartment behind a sliding green door at a out-of-the-way intersection nearly too tight to maneuver my backpack through. It was fantastic. After dropping off my stuff and having the owner enthusiastically tell me about the room’s new paint job and repeatedly ask for my stamp of approval, I went out to explore the city and witness one of the most amazing sunsets I’ve ever seen. When I got back to the room, I discovered two friendly Canadians and a New Zealander. We talked, the Kiwi gave me a run-down on the walking paths (what trails were closed, and how she walked them anyway without any trouble), and I was just happy—still mildly intoxicated from the sunset, already excited about walking the next day. The girl from N.Z. was in the same mood. “It’s just a good day,” she said at one point, and, though I’d spent most of it on busses, in stations, and on trains, I couldn’t have agreed more.
Coming into Vernazza from the Cinque Terre city of Corneglia is positively gorgeous—houses crammed together and painted in bold pastels, bordered by grape-covered hills on one side and teal-y blue sea on the other, white waves spraying up over the dark black rocks at the base of the cliffs. I wasn’t supposed to make that walk, but was so glad I did. For the next section, though, I decided not to break the rules again. I could just hike into the mountains instead of taking the closed coastal path. Ultimately—because I eventually found my way and did not slip or get hurt or die—it was a great alternative and awesome experience. While it was happening, I wasn’t always so pleased. It started raining and then snowing as I followed a trail that didn’t seem to match my map and climbed higher and higher into the mountains. I got soaked. I was worried it’d get dark. The trails were slippery and steep and hardly existent. When I stopped thinking about these things and realized that I was the only thing high up on a brush-covered mountain (no more trees by this point) overlooking the sea, it felt amazing. Then I’d start to feel my cold socks instead and would move on again, walking even faster.
Sometimes things don’t really go your way. Getting drenched the day before two nights of night trains is an example. Or so it might have been, had it not been for the awesome inn-keeper and some friendly Frenchmen (and women) staying in my hostel. In addition to the Canadians and New Zealander, all of whom were moving out that day, there were three travelers from France, who had agreed the night before to let me keep my stuff in the room until I caught my night train. This was great, but I didn’t figure I’d actually get to “use” the room on the second day I wasn’t paying for. On the contrary, they welcomed me back and let me hang out there for several hours. My wet shoes, socks, and pants were able to dry. I avoided sitting at the station for hours in the howling wind. I got to take a shower. It was fantastic.
Every time I told someone in Germany about going to Italy, they made it seem like the trip was an escape to a tropical paradise. I guess I kind of started to believe them, so I was disappointed when I experienced snow once again in Rome. My shoes and one pair of pants were saturated within an hour of setting out to explore the city, and I went back to the train station to get a map and change clothes before going out again. The next pair of pants was soon wet to the knees and I shivered my way through some of the main sights of Rome: Trevi Fountain, the Pantheon, St. Peter’s Basilica. By the time I started walking back from the Vatican, my teeth were chattering uncontrollably and I was pretty much ready to find a plane heading home. Thankfully, the snow stopped for good around this point, and I got to see the Roman Forum and Colosseum lit by afternoon sun. That night, I slept in an actual night train bunk, and though it was really just a piece of minimally-padded, upholstered metal, it felt as if I were in the bed of a caesar.
Italy & Morocco Entry #1: I meet some people
My first Moroccan male experience actually took place in Italy. It was my first full day there, and I was ready to head out sight-seeing. I’d said goodbye to my Czech hostel roommate and her Portuguese boyfriend and was at the bus stop, examining the schedule. Enter Hassan. He passed me walking downstage right, turned around, hesitated, walked back. Line: “Waiting for a bus?” According to him, this bus stop was no good, but he knew a better one. When he realized I wasn't following him to his stop, he decided to wait with me at mine, declaring (after I’d disclosed my destination) that he was going the same place! (Uh huh…right.) I tried to think of ways to get rid of him (I’m not too tolerant when it comes to random burr-like boys who seem to have some kind of agenda), but didn’t manage it. Instead, I tried to make the best of it and turn the experience into an educational cultural one. I talked to him about Morocco and Muslimity, and (when I was able to ignore the comments on my ostensible beauty and how happy our meeting had made him) had a fairly good few hours walking around Bergamo.
I was not unhappy, however, when it came time to part at the train station and travel on alone. Or so I had hoped. A chance encounter with another young Moroccan while waiting on the platform landed me a (non-German-or-English-speaking) traveling partner for the ride to Venice. Practically, it was pretty useful (he helped me figure out what was up with our non-moving train), and also, it was kinda fun. Trying to carry on a conversation—though rather difficult, sometimes awkward, and somewhat stressful—was a unique experience. We spoke using gestures, my (extremely limited) Spanish alongside his Italian, and his cell phone, on which we could type numbers. Amazingly, we were thus able to converse about everything from my marital status (came up early, of course), to my work, his sister’s dress shop, our parents’ ages, and our respective cell phone plans. Only near the end of the trip did it get weird, as he gave me his phone number and slipped his picture to me under the table. Aw man. And you were doing so well, too.
Montag, 1. Februar 2010
I am:
it was a snow day—not until I tromped through a stiller, slower-moving Schönwalde* to find the schoolyard empty and not a Fahrrad in sight. This was proof enough for me. Already up and out, I figured I'd walk around and enjoy the winter wonderland. It was perfectly still--no wind, no icey fog--and I hardly felt cold, so the atmosphere was excellent as I walked along a tree-lined path near my house—the little bit of forest that the developers did leave. I stopped at one point to look around at all the white-lined black braches and take it all in. When I started moving again, I saw a man in the distance, walking alongside his dog. What do you do when you pass the only other person in a silent forest sparkling white under the cover of snow? Where do you look? What do you say? Sometimes I'm thankful for the distraction of dogs.
plans to go ice-skating, at the outdoor rink in Stralsund. An onslaught of “winter weather”*** prevented intercity travel, however. Slightly disappointing, as I like ice skating and hadn’t been since middle school. Instead, I walked around Greifswald. Walked to the harbor. Walked out onto the frozen Baltic Sea. That I had never done. It did not disappoint.
I was:
in the town of Binz on the island of Rügen, staying at the youth hostel where the Universitätsorchester Greifswald was holed up for a solid weekend of practicing. Practice, eat, practice, sleep, practice, eat, practice, practice, practice, was pretty much how it went, but I did have about an hour to explore on Saturday after lunch, so I put on my coat and went out to walk on the beach. The wind was unbelievable: the tall grass bordering the sand was bent over like a massive light green combover, and the waves on the open ocean were white and violent. On the shore, the wind was strong enough as it was, but on the pier where I was going directly into it, it was almost impossible to walk against. I didn't have any gloves, and my fingers lost feeling as I took my camera out to snap pictures that failed completely at capturing what I saw, much less what I felt: the cold, the wind, the ocean spray. The intensity of this thing that’s life.
**I actually have no idea if this is true. But it seems that way, right? Like, Spain and southern Italy? The Middle East and all of Africa? Texas? Maybe.
***...as they'd say on the news in Kansas...
Montag, 25. Januar 2010
Justine cheats and "writes" a post of quotes
Mittwoch, 20. Januar 2010
My Christmas Vacation, Part III: My socks get wet, then they get dry again OR Everything is also not something else
Freitag, 15. Januar 2010
My Christmas Vacation, Part II: A Christmas List
Donnerstag, 14. Januar 2010
My Christmas Vacation, Part I: A not-strictly-chronological account of three days in Mallorca
Dec. 19th and I was in Mallorca. Concrete interspersed with palm trees interspersed with people speaking Spanish. Looked to me like Miami. I stood outside the airport, facing what appeared to be parking spaces for busses. My CouchSurf host had told me to ride to the Plaza de España where she'd meet me. Sounded simple, but where were all the busses? Where was the bus schedule? I looked around for someone to ask, and then I realized: not in Germany anymore. Not in America. I had to think about how to ask the question--admittedly a simple one--with the minimal Spanish I'd learned. "Bus" I knew. But the "w" questions are somehow easy to get mixed up, even when they don't all start with the same letter. And what, oh what, was "where"?
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The CSer's home was practically an international house. I was never completely clear on who lived there full-time, but suffice it to say that it belonged to a bunch of exchange students, perhaps half of them American. People spoke English, or Spanish, or Polish, or Catalan (which I soon learned was what they actually speak on Mallorca). While there, I generally operated under the pretense that I didn't know Spanish--I mean, I don't really. But I was thrilled to realize that I could pick up some of what was going on. I was talking with a Polish girl, the other CSer staying at the home, about what to do while on the island, when a native Mallorcan came to give his opinions. The Polish girl spoke excellent Spanish, so I was the dumb American in the group. Dumb, yes, but not deaf. They talked about where one could go scuba-diving and where the caves were and which places were too touristy. And though I didn't get everything, I got some. Enough to give me the confidence to decide to have this little adventure in Spanish, as much or as often as I could.
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The morning bus ride to Sóller was beautiful. All around the valley were hills, even mountains, by my definition (though my Alpine-born CS host would disagree), sun-lit and tree-speckled. The highway wove through groups of tan houses, mostly stone, mostly metal-roofed. Lots of sun, lots of green. When I got off at the bus stop, I hesitated, deciding which way to go to find the town. A lady stopped me, talking in Spanish (or probably Catalan). In any case, it might as well have been Greek. I did catch the word "bus" (I got that one down!) and figured she wanted to know when it was coming. I showed her my schedule. She said something about getting a coffee while she waited. At least that's what I induced from her pointing and the word "café." What was interesting to me about this encounter, aside from the fact that she asked for information she could also have also found posted 30 feet away, was that she kept talking to me even when I clearly didn't understand her. Saying I didn't speak Spanish didn't shift the conversation into English as it had in Sweden and Norway, or later would in Benelux. Here I could use English as a crutch, but it was a shaky one.
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"Here is your room," Margarita told me as she turned her skeleton key in the lock of a wooden door in her guesthouse. As she showed me its features (indoor-shuttered windows and a radiator), she asked where I was from. "The United States," I answered. "Ah!" she said. (This conversation was in English, by the way). "You are a lucky girl!" Nothing about her was accusatory, but I was worried that "lucky" might be a euphemism for "spoiled rich," and I quickly added that I was living in Germany at the moment. This was supposed to make it better--say without saying that I had gotten my tickets for under $60, instead of $600. She was right, though. Probably about the spoiled rich American thing (which I doubt she even meant), but definitely about being lucky. Believe me, Margarita: I know it.
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It was only the sounds of nature that disturbed the peace: the low clang of sheep's bells, occasional baa-ing, birds chirping when the sun came out after the obligatory mid-day cloudiness. Hardly anyone else was out in the hills on the path to Deía, despite the beautiful weather and breathtaking scenery. And the walk was indeed breathtaking--at least, it started out that way. But after a fairly steep ascent into the terraced hills, the trip got easier and I kept a steady pace for the rest of the 3-hour walk overlooking towns and trees, passing rustic-looking (but expensive) hotels, and approaching (but not reaching) the water-front cliffs and the sea. After awhile, I got tired of listening to myself think and listened instead to selections from the top 25 albums of 2009, as chosen by listeners of All Songs Considered. Pretty much every one of them was great. And when I got to Deíaand climbed up, up, up to the church and cemetery on the hill, where even all the people six feet under were yards above anyone actually alive, the music didn't seem to break the peace. I laid down to rest on the low wall surrounding the cemetery. Breeze, sun, music that was easy-going, introspective, optimistic. Simply good. And I was simply happy.
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The third time I passed the café, I decided to ask for directions. Following the "Deía ----->" signs had simply led me in a loop, but I saw no alternative path to avoid gradually but perpetually turning right. As I started to walk in the café, a woman, maybe 50, but who looked 15 years older, was coming out. I stopped her with a "Disculpe?" "Cómo viaja a Deía?" I asked, wondering how well I'd actually be able to carry this conversation through. She gestured to the path I'd walked on earlier, muttering that there was a sign on the building pointing this out. Right. Um.... What I needed to say was that following that path didn't work--that it just kept taking you right. I needed to go straight or even left. Because I couldn't explain this (what was the word for "straight"?!), she just kept pointing to where I needed to go. "Recto, recto!" she told me, obviously frustrated that I didn't seem to grasp this simple fact. "Right!" she even translated into English. But she wasn't pointing right, she was pointing leftish, so I asked her, "Izquierdo?," but she just kept saying "siempre recto!" Finally we both got fed up with each other and I just headed off on the path again, figuring there must be some left exit that I had just missed before. And there was such an exit, which I incidentally took just as the woman was passing me in her car, continuing on the other (always right) path. I thought about this incident for a long time as I walked on, saddened that the Spanish had failed me, ashamed of the "stupid-American-tourist-comes-to-our-country-and-can't-even-ask-for-directions" opinion that the woman had of me, and upset that it was true. But mostly I was confused. I wasn't supposed to keep going right. And the woman saw that I wasn't supposed to keep going right. This at least gave me a sense of righteousness that pacified me until it struck me:recto must mean straight! I knew the word for "right" wasderecha, not recto, but somehow it didn't occur to me that recto didn't also mean "right," even if the lady was translating it that way. Oh man. So I was no longer the faultless party, but because of her mis-translation, she wasn't exactly either. Good enough; I could let it go. I continued walking, more resolute than ever to learn this still-too-foreign langauge.
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If parts of Palma look like Miami, Port de Sóller is one of those towns on the Florida keys--one developed in the 1950s to cater to tourists, but which is not so popular anymore and thus a little run-down. Not that Port isn't a popular tourist destination--all the shops and Spanish-English-German* signs are proof of this--but I was there in the off-season and it looked a little sad. The harbor lined with rows and rows of boats, though, or the mountains covered with pines and with peaks in the fog--those were gorgeous. I walked around for awhile, ran my hand through the Mediterranean, stopped to buy a Christmas present. Deciding to ignore the approaching departure of the early-afternoon bus, I walked up the hill (there seems to be one main hill in every town...usually with a church at the top) and was stunned. The view was spectacular. From here, you could see the open ocean--dark blue with gray cliffs plunging straight into the water. The overcast sky and mountain-top fog were turning into actual raindrops and, here on the hill, the wind blew in my ears, blew off my hood, whipped my hair in front of my face......I think the best word here is exhilarating.
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I was minding my own business, enjoying the fortress and town wall in Palma when I was approached by a girl, maybe 18 or 19, with a little green leaf. Not really a flower, but it was kinda cute. She tucked it in my coat and put out her hand. Not about to pay anything for a weed, I tried to give it back to her. She wouldn't take it. I'd been warned about people like this before going to France--the kind that slap a bracelet on you then make you pay for it--but she told me that all she wanted was a penny. Whatever. I figured I could give her a penny and get it done with. Before I had a chance to find one, however, a German couple came running up to me. "Schmeiss sie weg!" the man practically shouted. He was stern, serious. He looked me straight in the eyes. "Throw it on the ground! Don't give her anything!" I looked from them to the girl, confused, trying to figure out what the her scheme was. She started yelling at the man. I told the lady "thank you" and got out of there quick--too soon, unfortunately, to hear what it was the man was accusing her of. By the time I could see that the argument had broken up, I decided that she must have been hoping to find out where people kept their money, making it easier to pickpocket them later. It also occurred to me that the German couple could have been part of the plan, causing an extra distraction to better rummage around in my bag for my wallet. That wasn't the case, luckily, but it's just too bad. Something like that happens, and suddenly you're suspicious of everybody.
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You'd never guess how big it was from the small doorway leading into it. The CSer's house was cold, but cosy after she got a fire going, and I couldn't think of many houses that I had seen and liked better. Artwork all over--mostly modern, some famous (a Kandinsky print was the first thing I saw, so that sold me right from the beginning), some by a man she had a relationship with years ago. There was a living room with books, books, books--English, Spanish, Italian, German--by good authors. There was a whole shelf for Gabriel Garcia Marquez, two-thirds of one for Vonnegut. The room opened to a balcony with attached bathroom. It was like an outhouse, with indoor plumbing and artsy postcards on the walls. Her white-tiled kitchen wall had recipes and messages written on it. She made pumpkin soup and something amazing with artichokes and tuna. I had my own bedroom. And James, if you're reading this, she offered me pu erh.** Maybe some strangers can be trusted.
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After sticking around in Pt. Sóller, I got to Deía late. Later than I was hoping, at least, but on a good day, I think I could have made the walk to Valldemossa by dark. The CS host I planned to meet in the next mountain town had assured me their was a trail between the villages--even sent me a map of it, though it was topographical and didn't really do me much good. What I needed was to know where the trail began. Shyly, I walked into a youth hostel. I managed to make my question clear, but instead of handing me a map or pointing me to a path, the man at the desk just told me I couldn't go. The wind and threatening rain had continued, and he said the walk was steep and uphill, and with the weather conditions as they were, just too dangerous. Take the bus to Valldemossa, he said. Then you can walk back here (downhill) tomorrow (something I unfortunately didn't have the time to do). A definite disappointment, but I left happy. The whole conversation had taken place in Spanish.
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*There are a lot of German tourists and ex-pats in Mallorca. I'm pretty sure every American I told about visiting Mallorca had to ask me where/what it was. The Germans were just like, "Ooo, Mallorca!" And sometimes, too: "I've been there!"
**A kind of tea. Chinese and expensive.